im so waiting for you to be online or msg. =/

a little bit of faith, a little of hope.
i wonder if this litte spark will ever shine.
left with uncertainty, anxiety and jealousy.
a ringing tone brings all hopes lost.

as close as us,
a joy of happiness
brings us in a fairytale land,
where love befalls us instantly.

time brought us close,
fate brought us as it was meant to be
left the distance
where you and i have to walk.

To live well, know death
In love, give to recevie; send is not sensation
Seek freedom's far bourns
Walk the path of the Other
Be your own weather, through intention
As above, so below; as within, so without
Die to live.

since i was in school this afternoon, i haven been feeling so good. my chest started to hurt in a way. and cough suddenly came like super fast. got liang cha for myself and xinyi since she has a sorethroat too.recover well! but it didnt help me recover instead worst! ahhh.feeling so shitty now.

so went bedok macs last nite with xinyi and dineesha. had studied. kinda productive in way. dinee left at ard 4. then me and xinyi started to felt hungry so we ate breakfast. after that chit chat for abt 2hrs to prevent us from sleeping. before carrying on with our work.. i took a 10min nap while she took 45min LOL. yup, had a second breakfast before kevin and leckhui arrived before heading to school together..

well. i've been visiting this blog of mine but not posting on it! WHY! it sucks! haha. well, currently only 2 person knows i have this blog of mine. so yahh. i wont hesitate to pour out my feelings on this blog!

but but. i currently dun have any. maybe alittle, just alittle but i should be greatful at times that it was with me. so i wont ask for much. but only to hope. alright clement? u can do it ! cause for that, i will live my life even better and better each day and not dwell upon it. K.

tonned for 4 nites in a row alrdy! oMG!!!!! lack of sleep mann. now im waiting to go school, while weilun still sleeping on my sofa! haha guess he cant wake up ain'nt it?

lets pray for a miracle shall we. im sure my prayers will be answered (:
i hope.

Can i describe myself as liveless now? or maybe there is a better word ? somehow, i just can't find the word. i just have this strong feeling that there is a better word to replace 'liveless' , but i really can't think of it now..

wat is life? what meaningful thing that i did during this past 2weeks was worthwhile? i dunno? rotting at home ? using computer ? not having my meals ? to hell with everything, i don't even have any specific target or aim to archieve for, all i know is to rot and rot and fucking rot. u know, jsut fk it. i really can't stand it. is everything fated to be like this? i really wanna question fate. is this everything that is required of me ? is that all ? i dunno..

I just want to put my full concentration on my studies now, but i just can't i really can't.. often distracted from stupid thoughts, gaming, and wat else but chatting on msn ? wats the point? i really dunno. i feel myself so restless each and everyday. why... i really wanna ask someone out there. " can i just find someone that wil takecare of me? someone who wil just stand by me, in time of loneliness? i know friends are everything in this world, but somehow when all of them have their own activites, wat do i have? someone who can strive me on, giving me the courage to put all my effort into my studies without and distractions? "

im willing to do anything for it? willing to sacrifice anything within my premise? can i ?

Yo my live journal ! it's been awhile since i last drop by! hahaha. you know today is gonna be really really fun! you know why? i'm holding a pre-xmas party at my house!!! wooo! lively! i bet, is gonna be a blast and a bit boring at times. but its ok! I STILL LOVE IT! (:  

well, some pics in orchard road (:

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get back to you soon! (:

Well well, i didn't know or expect myself to create a livejournal for myself.. since i have another blog (www.clee-mentt.blogspot.com) .. That will still be my web page to share my joy with others, while this livejournal of mine will be kept between myself and my closest of friends. (: so yea. this will be my first post !

clement have a created another journal of his own! cheers !